We want nothing more than clarity and simplicity. We want nothing more than happiness. We want a time where we will no longer search and seek.
You're so complex, ambitious, and hungry. You're inspiring, beautiful, and intelligent.
Yet, you're lost, emotional and fragile.
Life isn't unfolding the way you thought it might, but this does not make it any less beautiful.
Continue on, do not dwell.
I've said this to you before, and let me remind you again. YOU DON'T HAVE IT IN YOU TO FAIL.
Everything you go through, grows you. And one day, all of this, every bit of it, will make sense to you, because it's making you a better, fuller, more powerful YOU.
There is no person in the world that understands me like you do.
There is no person in this world I can identify more with.
I've thought about it lots.
It's not something we can turn off. It's not easily explained. It's messy and at times unmanageable.
Most importantly, it makes for difficult times because you just want simplicity and answers, and the world is giving you the exact opposite.
The hard truth is that your thirst takes much longer to quench compared to most, and that's okay.
We are extremely difficult to love, you're right.
You are something not everyone can love. You are something not everyone knows how to love. You are unmanageable and untamed. You are a searcher and wanderer.
Your hunger is destructive because it doesn't even know what it wants.
But you are also something so rare, so beautiful and so capable.
I've come to accept that my desires cannot be easily verbalized, explained or attained.
I've come to accept that few people can and will want to come along for this ride.
But for those who do, I will give them all of me and a look into a life so much bigger than they ever imagined.
This realization has given me a hint of peace, and a heap of encouragement.
Like a sister, i love you and want to remind you how beautiful and inspirational you are to me.
Ljubim te.
